Rest In Peace , ANYA

Anya Blog.

Background Story

Anya had a terrible accident on June 26th. She had climbed up to the roof of our townhouse with her friend to explore. This adventure ended badly when Anya stepped on a plastic roofing area that collapsed and she fell 4 stories to the basement area below. Fortunately, she landed on the mud and not the concrete which was just a foot away.

She has three doctors attending her, a cardiologist, anesthesiologist and an orthopedic surgeon along with a full time nurse.

Her injuries:

1. Her lungs have been severely damaged and are coated with blood clots thereby greatly reducing the blood - oxygen transfer that we all require to live. She is on a respirator and cannot breath on her own. Today's x-rays show a worsening of this condition.
2. Her heart was damaged in the fall and is bruised and has a clot of blood on the exterior of her heart sac. Her blood pressure is far too low to endure surgery right now and they are trying to reduce her pain medicine to bring it up and are giving her units of blood.
3. She has numerous bone and compound bone fractures. Her right tibia was broken in half with the bone breaking thru the skin.

No doubt she tried to break her fall with her right hand.Her brain seems to be OK via CAT scan as well as her backbone and no broken ribs, which is incredible!The doctors say that the next 48 hours are the most critical and when she improves enough, they will operate to set both her broken arms.

you were a Chubby girl and a Ang-Mo looked.
Loved by everyone .

Unfortunately , you left us to another world on 30th of June .
God has brought you to the another life.
I hope i'll get to see you in the next century.
Play and Have fun with you again .

REST IN PEACE , ANYA .
we love you.

NATURE .

I love the Sky with Clouds.
I love the Oceans with Fish.
I love the Jungle with Wild Animals.
I love You with my True Heart .

:)

I hate the Sky with Heavy Clouds.
I hate the Rain with Tearsdrop.
I hate the Forest with Destroyer.
I hate the Past with Awful.

I thought of this when i was in the Plane -.-
stupid right?
No offense.
the Sky with Clouds were seriously Awesome.

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My camera not sharp enough -.-
but i love the 1st picture.
i think i should get to my bed now.
its 400am early morning.
Stay Tuned .
Good Night Peeps.
oh yeah , and

I'M FINALLY BACK TO PENANG ! =)

You're not Alone

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin



EVERYTHING HAS OVER !
EVERYTHING HAS GONE !
EVERYTHING I WANTED HAS SLIPPED AWAY !
I RUINED EVERYTHING ! =,(

CAN GOD GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE?

Jealousy Kills

JEALOUSY KILLS !
=,(

you know .
Jealousy is a bad senses.
But i just couldn't stop myself from the stupid senses.
Jealousy really kills my mood,
sweep away my shiny days.
:/

it has been 14months.
6 GLOOMY MONTHS.
4 SHINY MONTHS .

I'm always asking to myself.
What should i do ?
I have no one to tell.
No one to share with my feelings.
It is hard to express my feeling by telling others,
I had really done a BIG MISTAKE.
=.=

HOW ONLY CAN I GET YOU BACK TO ME?
God please Tell me..


shiny stars.
Heavy Clouds.
Lonely Night.
Suffering Night.
=/