Jealousy Kills

JEALOUSY KILLS !
=,(

you know .
Jealousy is a bad senses.
But i just couldn't stop myself from the stupid senses.
Jealousy really kills my mood,
sweep away my shiny days.
:/

it has been 14months.
6 GLOOMY MONTHS.
4 SHINY MONTHS .

I'm always asking to myself.
What should i do ?
I have no one to tell.
No one to share with my feelings.
It is hard to express my feeling by telling others,
I had really done a BIG MISTAKE.
=.=

HOW ONLY CAN I GET YOU BACK TO ME?
God please Tell me..


shiny stars.
Heavy Clouds.
Lonely Night.
Suffering Night.
=/