Katharine McPhee - It's Not Christmas Without You

Years almost over
Sure looks like December
The snow and ice on the ground
I hadn’t sent a single Christmas card
The 31st is coming around
It makes me remember our last December
How the city looks so beautiful in white
As we walked the street that day you kept me warm
We couldn’t wait to get inside

Now its Christmas and you’re so far away
On this Christmas I just wish you had stayed
And I wonder if you’re thinking of me today
I don’t know what I’ll do its not Christmas without you

I hear carols in the distance
Don’t want to listen because every sound says your not here
Just in case you change your mind I’ll leave a light over the door
And hope you suddenly appear

Cuz its Christmas and you’re so far away
On this Christmas I just wish you had stayed
And I wonder if you’re thinking of me today
I don’t know what I’ll do its not Christmas without you

I’m to old too old to believe in Santa Claus
What are these gifts under the tree
But I did this once
Or many it’s a dream, has he really brought you back to me
its Christmas all I wanted is here
On this Christmas was for you to be near
And I wonder if you’re thinking of me cuz you’re here
My one wish has come true, it’s not Christmas without you

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPS :)

Ranger Life 2010

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie

Well well . its already the 8th month of the year 2o1o .
Anyone feel Glad or Misery over 2o1o? :)

First come up with 14th Campfire .
Banner and Supporting Items competition.
Fancy Dress Competition.
MBS Gathering.
St.Xavier Campfire and Gathering
Replica Competition
Miniature Competition
Modern Cooking Competition
Interview for Committees
Board Competition

Being a Chairlady of campfire , PS as in Bahagian , Person-in-Charge for Gatherings and Campfire ..



and now ,
Its time for FAREWELL .
Everyone is so anxious for the Postssss ..
conversely , i don't feel any of it .
Maybe it HASN'T .

Busy throughout the year ,
Never ask for a repay ,
Sacrifice on everything ,
To Do the Stuff you love.

BE PREPARED ALWAYS !

OverBoard.

t feels like we’ve been out at sea
So back and forth that’s how its seems
Whoa and when I want to talk
You say to me
That if its meant to be, it will be
So crazy in this thing we call love
The love that we got that we just cant give up
I’m reaching out for you tell me
Out here in the water and I

I’m overboard and I need your love
Pull me up
I cant swim on my own
Its to much
Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver oh wow

Never understand you when you say
Wanting me to met you half way.
Felt like I was doing my part
Get bringing your coming up short
Funny how these thing change
Cause now I see

So crazy in this things we call love
And now that we got it
We just can’t give up
I’m reaching out for ya
Got me out here in the water and I

I’m overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up
I can’t swim on my own
Its to much
Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver

It’s supposed to be some give and take I know.
Your only taking and not given any more
So what will I do?
Cause I still love you.
You’re the only one who can save me

I’m overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up
I cant swim on my own
Its to much
Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Yeah

WHERE ARE YOU , MY LIFE SAVER?

Rest In Peace , ANYA

Anya Blog.

Background Story

Anya had a terrible accident on June 26th. She had climbed up to the roof of our townhouse with her friend to explore. This adventure ended badly when Anya stepped on a plastic roofing area that collapsed and she fell 4 stories to the basement area below. Fortunately, she landed on the mud and not the concrete which was just a foot away.

She has three doctors attending her, a cardiologist, anesthesiologist and an orthopedic surgeon along with a full time nurse.

Her injuries:

1. Her lungs have been severely damaged and are coated with blood clots thereby greatly reducing the blood - oxygen transfer that we all require to live. She is on a respirator and cannot breath on her own. Today's x-rays show a worsening of this condition.
2. Her heart was damaged in the fall and is bruised and has a clot of blood on the exterior of her heart sac. Her blood pressure is far too low to endure surgery right now and they are trying to reduce her pain medicine to bring it up and are giving her units of blood.
3. She has numerous bone and compound bone fractures. Her right tibia was broken in half with the bone breaking thru the skin.

No doubt she tried to break her fall with her right hand.Her brain seems to be OK via CAT scan as well as her backbone and no broken ribs, which is incredible!The doctors say that the next 48 hours are the most critical and when she improves enough, they will operate to set both her broken arms.

you were a Chubby girl and a Ang-Mo looked.
Loved by everyone .

Unfortunately , you left us to another world on 30th of June .
God has brought you to the another life.
I hope i'll get to see you in the next century.
Play and Have fun with you again .

REST IN PEACE , ANYA .
we love you.

NATURE .

I love the Sky with Clouds.
I love the Oceans with Fish.
I love the Jungle with Wild Animals.
I love You with my True Heart .

:)

I hate the Sky with Heavy Clouds.
I hate the Rain with Tearsdrop.
I hate the Forest with Destroyer.
I hate the Past with Awful.

I thought of this when i was in the Plane -.-
stupid right?
No offense.
the Sky with Clouds were seriously Awesome.

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My camera not sharp enough -.-
but i love the 1st picture.
i think i should get to my bed now.
its 400am early morning.
Stay Tuned .
Good Night Peeps.
oh yeah , and

I'M FINALLY BACK TO PENANG ! =)

You're not Alone

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin



EVERYTHING HAS OVER !
EVERYTHING HAS GONE !
EVERYTHING I WANTED HAS SLIPPED AWAY !
I RUINED EVERYTHING ! =,(

CAN GOD GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE?

Jealousy Kills

JEALOUSY KILLS !
=,(

you know .
Jealousy is a bad senses.
But i just couldn't stop myself from the stupid senses.
Jealousy really kills my mood,
sweep away my shiny days.
:/

it has been 14months.
6 GLOOMY MONTHS.
4 SHINY MONTHS .

I'm always asking to myself.
What should i do ?
I have no one to tell.
No one to share with my feelings.
It is hard to express my feeling by telling others,
I had really done a BIG MISTAKE.
=.=

HOW ONLY CAN I GET YOU BACK TO ME?
God please Tell me..


shiny stars.
Heavy Clouds.
Lonely Night.
Suffering Night.
=/

Posts From Siang .

The supreme happiess of life is the conviction that we are loved.
生活中最大的幸福是坚信有人爱我们。

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won‘t make you cry.

没有人值得你流泪，值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣。

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

纵然伤心，也不要愁眉不展，因为你不知是谁会爱 上你的笑容。

Don‘t waste your time on a man/woman, who isn‘t willing to waste their time on you.

不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时 间。

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

在遇到梦中人之前，上天也许会安排我们先遇到别的人；在我们终于遇见心仪的人时，便应当心存感 激。

Don‘t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因为结束而哭泣，微笑吧，为你的曾经拥有。

Thanks alot Siang.
I'm trying to be tough also.
=)

征服

终於你找到一个方式分出了胜负
输赢的代价是彼此粉身碎骨
外表健康的你心里伤痕无数
顽强的我是这场战役的俘虏
就这样被你征服
切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固
我的决定是糊涂
就这样被你征服
喝下你藏好的毒
我的剧情已落幕
我的爱恨已入土

终於我明白俩人要的是一个结束
所有的辩解都让对方以为是企图
放一把火烧掉你送我的礼物
却浇不熄我胸口灼热的愤怒
就这样被你征服
切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固
我的决定是糊涂
就这样被你征服
喝下你藏好的毒
我的剧情已落幕
我的爱恨已入土

你如果经过我的坟墓
你可以双手合十为我祝福
就这样被你征服
切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固
我的决定是糊涂
就这样被你征服
喝下你藏好的毒
我的剧情已落幕
我的爱恨已入土
就这样被你征服
切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固
我的决定是糊涂
就这样被你征服
喝下你藏好的毒
我的剧情已落幕

我的爱恨已入土

F-U-C-K Y-O-U

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FUCK YOUR ASS OFF .

I Miss You

Its late night and I'm Alone.
An unknown distance from you
I miss your half , of my life
For me this is nothing that's new.

Wish i could add more words of love,
to all of our past together.
So I can Smile as I reflect,
and think of them now and forever.

There are words i still need to hear,
at times when I'm falling asleep.
So in my mind I play the Tapes,
of all Memories i Keep.

The thoughts are warm , Erase my Pain,
of the distance between us both.
I hold on to life , Revisit a smile,
I re-read the Last Text you wrote.
Re-read , Re-read and Re-read.
Until i fall asleep.

I MISS YOU ..

Life is short.

Life ?
what you guys know about life ?
is life Happy? or it is Misery?

is life COLOURFUL ?
For me,
LIFE IS SHORT

especially when i feel
helpless. useless . loneliness

For the day 20th of May

You're the one that I life for,
Your eyes , Your lips ,
your Gentle soul.
I've longed for someone just like you .
Who cares for me the way .

that you do ,
and you know .
That I am in love .

You've given me everything .
Your heart Your love
Your life.
Unselfishly,

And i know ,
Not enough.
You said to me.
" I LOVE YOU "

You're more than i could ask for.
The first time that i saw you ,
You're nothing but a girl .

But then ,
i realised that i must save you from what .
ever threat was craving for your soul.

And now i know,
i cannot life without you ,
and you're the reason why i still am alive.
and i'll watch you from now until eternity.

Please stay by my side forever.
That's all i can ask for.
You have no idea how much you truly mean to me.

I LOVE YOU

The warmth

Wind blows softly on my skin,
The warmth i felt from my Blankie.
It was like the warmth you given me.

Never try to look into both eyes at the same time.
Switch your gaze from one eye to the other.
That signals warmth and sincerity.


I think I owe thanks to the people who have listened to me over the years, who tuned in on the radio. They have given me a warmth and loyalty that I've never been able to repay. The way they have reached out to me has certainly been the highlight of my life.



Thanks alot =)

You are "STILL" the best thing i never knew i needed.

FOUR MONTHS !

4months liking you .

4months loving you .

4months missing you .

4months lonely life .

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction

For the way you took the idea that i had
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing...
For the ending of my first begin *ad-libs*
For the rare and unexpected friend *ad-libs*

For the way you're something that I'd never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again...

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
when you aren't here, I had no idea ...
You're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...

My accidental happily
The way you smile and how you comfort me

I must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter...

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
when you aren't here, I had no idea ...
You're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...

Who knew knew that I could be...
So unexpectedly...
Undeniably happy
With you right here, right here next to me...

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
when you aren't here, I had no idea ...
You're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...

...Now it's so clear, I need you here always-End